生日快樂

12:40am now

11.30pm
i was lying on my bed, with my handphones beside me..
reminding me that the clock will strike twelve very soon..
after few minutes, i leaned on the wall,
wanting to think of some unique/creative/happy/cheerful/kennish/un-sherenish birthday msgs..
at that moment, i realized,
i can be impish if i dont want too..
but i cant be impish if i want too..
whats going wrong with sherene.. haih

12.10am
damn.. i still cant think of any idea lo !!!
the more i want to gain something, the more i lose something..
damn!! i used to be msg-ing with frenz till they can really read the messages,
and phone me at the next second, jokingly scold me that im a lamer lo..
my messages used to make my fren laugh till her/his frenz ask her/him whether he/she is okay or not lo..

where's my lame/crappy/playful skill..
i need them at this very moment..

12.36am
fine !! i finally fed up..
i autohypnosised/self-consoled/self-coaxed/self-comforted that the birthday owner will be sleeping by now dee..
thou i highly doubt that..

maybe i ll just message him tomoro lerr..

^

anyways, happy bday to my lil bro too..
happy-going-to-end-kindergarten/montessori days..
my lil bro actually shares the same birthdate with someone special in my life lo..

^

the birthday owner, is actually stupidboy..
sighh.. my mind always goes to "當機" mode when it comes to messaging him..
due to my stupidity..
seriously, i dont want the stupid crush to be very obvious..
thats why i keep argue/squabble with him every moment..

expecially these few days where i rarely go to college due to certain circumstances..
he kept calling my name the whole day when i finally go to college..
by the way, a short conversation between me n him..

SB : 呵呵…你慘了…那個 XYZ 可能對你有意思咯。 你沒有來學校這幾天，他一直講很想念你。
ME : 你亂講啦…我不可能喜歡他咯。而且他每天跟我作對， 也不可能會喜歡我咯。再加上，他每天都講我跟你在一起，哪裏有可能會喜歡我。
SB : 這你就不懂咯。口是心非，聼過嗎？
ME : 那你現在是口是心非咯？明明喜歡我，還要把我推給別人。
SB & ME : CHOI !!! TOUCHWOOD..

a little explanation on the conversation..
XYZ is a boy from my class C2 that always piss me off.. almost everytime.. every second..
and by the way, bout the "mouth yes heart no",
its actually because that this stupidboy kept saying that XYZ love me for the whole day lo..
i think more than 5 hours lo..
so i decided to play pranks on him..

ended up.. we both kept saying, touchwood, you dont curse me lo..

^

stupidboy, me and some other people might be going out for a yumcha session,
or a MCd session after exam lo..
although i always complain bout my college life, whenever i think of it, im actually quite happy..

today, might be the last day of my college life..
the last day sitting in the lecture room, joking with friends..
the last day going out to TBR, to have our breakfast/brunch/lunch..
the last day going to the study room, and make alot of noise instead of studying..
the last day arguing with stupidboy..
the last day saying "choi, i definitely, hundred percent, wont love you lo!!
the last day ............

maybe today isnt the day for me to fall into the the profound state of melancholy..
because today should be happy as its stupidboy's birthday..

actually, i wanted to end this post with stupidboy's photo..
haiz.. but i cant..
someone from college actually found out my blog..damnit..
fine.. happie birthday stupidboy..
wishing you to get your *ahem ahem* gf sooner or later..

* i actually get my class t shirt today.. dont know how to comment at all..